this is a really nice song that really expresses what i want to say to... (guess!)

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

this is like a DAMN NICE SONG! just thought that this song really suits me and my feelings now! LOKE KAI WEN! i envy you! ):

ISABEL 期待你的爱! (:

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

3rd November 2007 - 4.56pm
BLINK BLINK, and its already nearing to the end of the year. anw, im NOT here to emo, im here to tell you that...
I DYED MY HAIR!!! and..
IM GOING TO SHANGHAI TWO DAYS FROM NOW! :D
make sure to miss me okays! im taking a 1am flight to shanghai. so.. you could say im going on the 6th, but... it feels like on the 5th! anws!! IM SO SO SO HAPPY!!! HAHA. :D OH! i told you i dyed my hair, right? wondering what colour i dye? hehe! its APRICOT MOCHA! haha. (: sounds yummy huhh! too bad my hair cannot be eaten! whatsmore, it MY MOM who helped me! HEHEHEH! anws, i realise my hair is super brown under the light! haha! something like jolynn's!! OMG! i dun like the colour that is under the light! i still prefer as it is! hehe. (: i expect my hair to be super super dry, so i put TONNES of conditioner! hehe! then the hair dye come with a leave-on conditioner. i combed it on my hair, using my fingers. i tried to make sure that its even. then i use my ALL-TIME BEST ANTI-FRIZZ comb! (it cost a bomb for a comb) my hair was then rather smooth! hehe! :D i'll have to continue using conditioner to allow my hair to stay at its top position! (: anws... im so happy happy HAPPY that im going to shanghai! i cant wait! hope there's a cute(older than me) guy waiting for me there! :D
i gotta go get changed and go to my mission training! BYE BYE! (:

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th October 2007 - 9.48pm

OH MAN!! i've to hurry write finish my posts, or not i'll not be able to post it tmr! haha. (: im now a little busy smsing qing yang, ye wei and shang wei. im asking them if they need to go school tmr. cos just now i recieved a call from cai yun asking me if mr leong called me and tell me to go school tmr. i recieved somewhat regarding the same sms from hamizah too! so i was a little shocked and scared. so after i bathe, i smsed them. anws,... i think i should get on.. where was i?

"TUESDAY WAS MINI SPORTS DAY!!
it was really cool! haha. (: everybody have to make their own way to CCK stadium. and my dad drove me there. i was alone until i saw jorel." this was where i stop and where i should start from now. :D

i hang out with jorel for a while. we stood at the staircase. jorel asked me who im waiting for. hmm.. that really got me thinking, WHO AM I WAITING FOR?? i replied, im just waiting here aimlessly. then.. we chatted while waiting aimlessly. when finally i saw kai wen and jolynn! :D then, i followed them. so jorel sort of departed from me. haha. anws,.. I AM RUNNING FOR THE SEC 2 GIRLS 4 X 100M RELAY! MAN,.. im so scared!!! we cheered and cheered for our class! (: that is before i ran!! i was really screaming and shouting at the top of my voice! (: jolynn and i and some other girls came down to the running track and scream and cheered for 2B!!! (: i screamed for wai ying, we screamed for the 8X200M runners! ellen, jia yi, terence, yu jie, ye wei, valerie, fira and guolong! (: i screamed and jump and shout and did everything we could do to cheer them on! haha. :D then it was my turn!!!! i was the 3rd runner. i couldnt stop but feel my heart pumping hard! haha. (: im running with four not bad/super good runners lahh. tina, amirah, EMERALD AND JESLYN!! like what the heck, die liao lohh! haha. (: but my mind was just so blank when the baton was passed to me from shu hui. i ran as hard as i can! and we won 3rd! haha. :D its better than nothing though. anws,... we went back and screamed for the other runners. according to jolynn and ain and fira, they had a cheerleading competition when we're running! BOO HOO!!! i really really wanna scream and shout for our class. (: but since its over, it over then. haha, (: we continued to scream and shout for the others. and you know what.. for the teacher relay race. there was this young teacher whose boobs shake when she jumped from one station to another station. haha. and our class guys were "摇啊摇!" HAHA! typical class 2B guys' reaction! hehe. (: anws, overall. we had loads of fun! and and AND hohh.. when it was time to collect the medals hohh, cos our class got quite a number of prizes mahh. then cos im one of the reciever so.. im at the roll of those recievers. then... before that got our class, so i screamed from where i am!!! haha. (: then everybody surrounding me, looked at me! hehe. (: the guai lan sec 1s glare at me! haha. (: and i glare them back OF COURSE!!! no class spirit still stare what stare! i poke your eye then you know ahh! HAHA. XD anws,.. then... yeahh lohh. (:

IM GOING TO HONG KONG AND SHANG HAI!!!!! AHHHHHAHHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH!!!! :D
i just called my aunt moments ago and she say she'll planned everything! and im going to leave singapore on 10OCT2007!!! :D :D :D YAY!!! :D :D :D

i gotta go now. i've got to go online now!! :D BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!! :D

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th October 2007 - 3.49pm

okayies.. i've just finish watching "Casanova". i shall not elaborate more about the movie. where was i ahhs? i talked about last last sat right? okays.. so i shall start saying from sunday. hmm.. sunday(21st) was VERY FUN!! haha. :D prisy, me, hui ming and david went to NACLI and led the thai kids to a time of action songs! haah. we sang

LOVE OF JESUS

Love of Jesus
Sweet and marvellous
Love of Jesus
Sweet and marvellous
Love of Jesus
Sweet and marvellous
OH OH wonderful love
so high, you cant get over it
so low, you cant get under it
so wide, you cant get round it
OH OH wonderful love!

haha. (: we did the actions too! james do until he 傻笑then very cute lohh! haha. practically everybody do until 傻笑. haha. XD after that, hui ming gave us a treat at Ya Kun. hehe. then we bought a cake at United Square too! for sharmaine! its her birthday the next few days. hehe. then we celebrated with the youth. we're the 特别来宾!! :) yeahhs.. thats all, actually. hehe. shall i start saying last mon??!! this is where it really get exciting! hehe.

I WENT ICE-SKATING!!
its a post-exam activity, actually. we've to choose our own desired activity. and yupps. :D im going to learn ice skating! :D the instructor taught us the front glide first then the front swizel then one leg glide then back swizel then back glide and many others. i was a SUPER SLOW LEARNER so.. when practically everybody had no problem with the front swizel and was starting to learn the back swizel, im still learning how to glide forward WITHOUT FALLING ON MY BUTT! haha. but somehow, with God's strength and some practice, i learnt to glide and even do my front swizel. haha. (: i kept on falling down and my butt and back ache like never before. so then, i really disliked ice-skating! haha. :) but the next lesson, which was on wed, i tried very hard and i got the hang of it! SOMEHOW! haha. :D actually, not somehow, its by God's strength. AMEN!! then... we had this mini test. each have to show the instructor that one knows how to front glide with two legs then one leg. next, one must show the front and back swizel. both must at least 3! haha! lastly the backward glide, also called the wiggle! haha. (: i passed everything EXCEPT the one foot glide. haha. (: it was real hard! but while the others are getting tested, i practice and practice. and yupps, i think i finally get it. haha. XD and YAY! I PASSED THE TEST! haha. i asked the instructor what are we going to get if we fail and he said that we'll only a certificate of attendance. like HUHH?! i also asked what'll we get if we passed and he said that we'll get a certificate with whatever we've achieved lohh! haha. :D YAY!!! after that was free time, we can skate or we could also go down and buy our lunch. (: but i and jolynn continued to skate cos it'll be a waste of money if we just go down and buy when we can actually skate for the whole entire time. haha. :D i tried to glide the whole ring without holding the bar the whole entire time and i did it! the very first time i went there, i cant leave the bar!! even if i leave, i'll be holding someone's hand. hehe. anws, then... i tried to practice to get faster and faster. because before i start gliding on my own, i glide with jolynn, holding hands. because jolynn is SO MUCH better, so naturally she glide faster. and me, the slower had sort of a hard time catching up with her. it was scary too! haha. so i practice myself, trying to be faster each and everytime. but i just dun dare to get out of my comfort zone. hehe. but i still managed to get faster. because i didnt catch up with the class so there are some stuffs i didnt learnt because i was still learning to glide. haha.so whenever i've to turn, i'll have to stop and turn then i'll glide again, which isnt very fun to stop. haha. so i tried to practice my turning, BUT.. i kept on falling down. haha. then there was this 3 quite cute guys at one corner skating. so it was so pai sehh. haha. (: but i still managed to turn faster even though its not the right way. haha. then there was this malay girl, she asked me if i could do the fron swizel and i said yes. so i showed it to her. BUT.. this is so embarrasing man! i was too overwhelmed with pride, i fall down!!! GRRS... hehe. dont you dare gloat ahh, whoever you are!

anws,.. those observant ones, you would have realise that i jump from monday to wednesday. not mentioning about tuesday! haha. (: so.. i shall touch on tuesday!

TUESDAY WAS MINI SPORTS DAY!!
it was really cool! haha. (: everybody have to make their own way to CCK stadium. and my dad drove me there. i was alone until i saw jorel.

you know what, i feel like watching tv now. later than i continue lahh, okay! :D

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th October 2007 - 1.36pm

i just finish eating my lunch! im super full! im just waiting for my mom to sleep so i could watch the part 2 of my borrowed movie. its called "CASANOVA". its rated R21 because it has strong sex scenes and its strong theme. haha. and they really mean it when they say strong sex scenes. cos i watched the part 1 a few days ago and WOAH.. haha. (: the story line is nice but.. its just the sex scenes are really OH MY GOSH! haha. for those dirty minded people, you cannot see the parts. haha. anws, my mom is going to sleep now.. so im going to start watching the movie now. hehe. TATA! XD

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th October 2007 - 11.16am

ITS THE START OF THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!!!

like HOORAY!!! hehe. actually, its not really a "HORRAY HORRAY HOORAYYY.." kind of thing lahhh.. i'll talk bout this later. so.. where was i last night? the sentosa thing, right? okayies.. so i'll start on sat, last last sat to be exact! erm....

last last sat (20th) was a blast? haha. (: its really a sort of. haha. XD on sat, i volunteered to host TWO girls with jolynn and kai wen. because i slept at 1 the previous day so... when i had to wake up 8, i was super grumpy, real real REALLL.... GRUMPY!!! in other words, im totally easy to feel pissed! so... i went to NACLI to fetch my two hosties. NANA and BAITONG was my two hosties. everyone was split in groups of 1/2. when the adults are going to announce my hosties, BOW was practically PRAYING OUT LOUD that she'll be with me. haha. (: but unfortunately, she's not. haha. (: when nana and baitong names were called, bow was like "ai ya..." that kind of thing. hehe. (: so,.. i brought them to my van and off we went!
FIRST STOP! MY HOUSE!
haha. (: i was in the van calling jolynn/kai wen, seeing if they're okay or should i say if they're on the way to my house. but to my HORROR!! they're still at home! like WHAT THE HECK!!! according to kai wen, she's waiting for jolynn to call her and tell her that she's ready only then she'll leave her house. so,.. that means that jolynn is the one that is NOT READY!! she's always late lahh! okays, not always. but.. ai ya.. then i was so pissed off. cos i told them that they'll have to REACH MY HOUSE AT 9.30AM SHARP! but!!! they're still at home AT 9.24AM!!! not mentioning that they DO NOT FLY!!! i was so pissed off then! and i really mean it! I WAS SUPPER PISSED!!! fine, they say that they'll hurry. like HA HA HA.. when i reach home, we spent practically like 15 mins IN MY HOUSE, they taking photos and whatsoever. not mentioning that im at pasir panjang at 9.24am still! so overall, they took like what, 30 mins!? just to reach my house. and this really excludes that the time taken to walk up my house. cos since they're late, WE, me, nana and baitong went down to the bus stop and met them in the bus itself! so... they're super late! man.. i still can remember my pissed off feeling because im feeling pissed off NOW!! anws, we met in the bus. i introduced jolynn and kai wen to them. then we tried to converse with them. but it was still a total disaster lahh.
SECOND STOP! LITTLE INDIA!
we reached little india, so we alighted. we almost overshot. luckily, jolynn was facing the door so she asked me if this is the bus-stop. then i said YES and we hurriedly alighted! we tried to find the place that does henna but we cant find. so we asked this indian lady and she said SHE'S NEW to this place! LIKE WTH!!! an indian lady NEW to little india! what a joke, baby! anws, kia wen said she came here before, so... we all followed her. and YAY, we reached this small alley that sells tonnes of things. INCLUDING HENNA! so jolynn and nana did henna. i wanted to do henna but.. its a little too expensive. so.. we went round first. but it turned out that others are even worst! so... we went back and i did henna. (:
THIRD STOP! BUGIS STREET!
we took a bus to bugis and we brought them to shop for a while. :D BUT... they were bored. it was shown on their face. actually, not only their face, my face too. but... kai wen still managed to buy a dress. its not bad, though. we walked here, walked there. everybody was tired so... we went to McDonald and kai wen, jolynn and i bought McFlurry. we ate and took photos. it was about time so.. we took a bus too...
FOURTH STOP! CINELEISURE!
we walked like super far to get to the bus stop. we took a bus to cine and we took neos. it was 4 alr. so i hurried them cos we've to reach Calvary Baptist at 5. i've practice. haha. then.. we hurriedly take neos. it was quite crap lahh. haha. but we still managed to finish it with screaming lahh. haha. XD when the neos were ready and we cut them out. i took out my phone to see the time. OH MY GOSH!! ITS ALREADY 4.53!!!! LIKE DAMN LAHH! haha. (: i cant possibly take 8 minutes to reach Calvary. we have to take an MRT and we have to walk in the terrible alley in! haha. (:
FIFTH STOP! CALVARY BAPTIST CHURCH!
we ran and ran and ran! baitong fall down while we're running lehh. im like so guilty lahh. but we continued to run. isaac called me asking me where am i! haha. (: i thought he'll say me or something but he was like "just hurry lahh" haha. (: like WOAH.. anws, we hurried. when we reached calvary, everybody was covered with smelly smelly sweat! hehe. :D it was 5.27PM! like.. OOPS!!! i quickly went to find isaac, prisy they all and we'll have our practice! i asked prisy do i stink and she said i smelt like fri! hehe. (: she said i smelt NICE on fri. (she went to cell.) haha. (: i remembered then, i sprayed tonnes of perfume! hehe. XD so i think the perfume is still there lohh. haah. (: anws,.. we had our practice! i kept on telling jolynn and kai wen that JAMES IS SO SO SO cute!!!! BUT.. kai wen say pleom cuter! like SO NOTT.. haha. (: even jolynn say that james is SO MUCH MORE CUTER! :D HAHA! so.. when we reached there, i showed them who's james and pleom. haha. (: and jolynn said that james look SO MUCH better in real life! (i showed them james and pleom's photos!) we ate dinner. james was right in front of kai wen!!! i allowed her to do so lahh. cos i do not like to eat in front a guy, sort of! i have to eat "oh so lady!", which is not really me. hehe. (: then.. finally!!! kai wen surrendered and said that JAMES IS THE CUTEST GUY ON EARTH!! hahah. (: okays,... im so exxagerating! HEES! XD SHANG WEI IS ALSO THE CUTEST GUY ON EARTH!! haha. :D :D :D ANYWAYYSS.... haha. we all gathered in the "hall" and it was performance time! (: the thai people perform first! it was so funny!!! james isnt supposed to be in front but he stupid stupid de came in front! haha. (: see the videos, and you'll understand! haha. :D they mime a christian song too! GOSH! everybody is so emotional! like i said, see the video and you'll understand!!! :D

okays.. i think i should stop here for a while! its 12.35pm, lunch time alr so.. i think i wanna ask my mom what time she wanna eat and what she wanna eat. (YES, she's at home, unfortunately)

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

28th October 2007 - 10.21pm

i've been ask to drink wine now butttt.... nahhs... i dun feel like. haha. how ironic this is. i really wanna drink wine but i dun feel like it. hmm... like i said, last few weeks was a blessing to me! haha. (: hmm.. where should i start?! i just have to much to write down now. shall i begin the starting of the month? i had my exams from the end of september, but the tense past was from this month's 4th to 9th! haha. (: even though its a little wierd saying the exam period when i already got back my satisfactory results! haha. okays.. the period was stress though, but NOT as stress as last term. TERM 3, i 拼了半条命!!! so this term, which is SO that important. I DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING AT ALL! though i studied still, but... my humanities, history and geography was a total disaster!! haha. (: i couldnt finish it on time!! so my marks were total shit too! hehe. and after ALL the exams were over, i dun feel the "relief" as much as i had in the previous common test! haha. which is SO NOT good, because this really meant that i didnt put enough effort in studying! haha. (: MAN!! but surprisingly my results were quite, you know. SATISFACTORY! hehe! :D okays, anws.. whats over is OVER! :D and during the "6 days" weekend, i did some pampering too! :) on thurs, i went out with my mom after i did my dental check-up. i bought NEW SHOES too! :D and on fri, i went to my aunt's house ALONE! and i did quite some pampering AND fashion show. but because of my tight schedule, i didnt get to take photos! haha. (: i was too busy doing my SURPRISE! haha. (: i'll come back to that later! but i still tried on some clothes! WOAH! in one of them, i tried to make myself as somekind of old british rich, sophisticated lady (too much british council!) and i wore a high heel-ed slipper(my aunt's), and WOAH! the transformation was a total success! hehe. :D i wore a super short flimsy skirt and a super nice and furry "jacket". haha. (: and of course with a black/red super skimpy inside! hehe. and im totally SEXY! HEHE! even ME is interested in ME! HAHA.

CONTINUEING;;..... haha. (im so out of point!)

then after the exams, we had a SUPER LONG WEEKEND! :) it was from 10th(wed) to15th(mon)! SO!! i only get to go back to school on 16th, which is a tuesday! we had THREE DAYS OF CHECKING PAPERS, which is a total bizzare moment for me! hehe. then i had another long weekend, sort of. haha. (: 3 days! hehe! anws, back to checking of papers! haha. (: okays,.. let me start with a.. EVERYBODY WAS SUPER EXCITED YET SCARED! haha! not excluding me from it too! XD the whole sec 2 express batch went to the auditorium and collected our paper! haha. (: we got our MATHS paper first, and we got back our Paper 1 first! and guess what i got!!! 41/50!! WOOTS! for your info, my maths is totally horrible, sort of! haha. (: i was screaming like somekind of mad lady! haha. while mr marcus is passing to the others their papers, i calculated that i have to get 34 for my Paper 2 to get a A1!!!! like OH MY GOOOSSSSHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! haha. (: okays,... when cher gave out our Paper 2, i was really praying to get a above 34! i dun expect much! just an A1!!! HAHAHAHA!! cher took hours to give my Paper 2. haha. (: its actually a few moments but.. it really seemed like HOURS! haha. (: he gave me mine,.. and it was a 42!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i practically screamed my head off!!!!! haha. :D :D :D :D in other words, i got A1!!! hehehehe. FIRST TIME IN ISABEL'S SECONDARY SCHOOL HISTORY!!!!! HAHA HAHA HAHA! :D :D :D even yong sheng behind was like "dun scream scream lahh, boobs!" im called "boobs" in class lahh. i dun really care though. its better than having a big butt, though they're known for being super fertile!

BIG BREASTS IS A WOMEN'S BEST ASSET!

HAHA! then came the other papers.. doesnt realkly matter much though. haha. (: but guess what, im FIRST in class for CHINESE!! :D HO HO HO! its my second time lahh, so it isnt really much a "MAN! I ROCK!!!" kind of thing. haha. (: whatsmore, im sharing it with yong sheng and it is ONLY A A2!! 72 marks. haha. (: not like term 2, the ONLY A1 in class, which in other words im the ONLY FIRST in class! HAHA! im totally selfish, okays! hehe. XD

i watched a movie called "De-Lovely" on 17th(wed), though. i borrowed the disc from British Council. its M18! he he he! ai ya.. its just because there's homosexuality in it. HAHAS. then... on fri,.. i had TRUCK LOADS OF FUN with SHANG WEI!! AND TERENCE!! :D HAHA! im so going to miss them. MAN, im getting emo AND out of point again! ANYWAYYSSS.. haha. (: somehow we had nothing to do in class and everybody was just rotting NOSILY(not unusual), when benjimin asked me to come towards him and he asked me if i wanted to go swimming or something on the last day of school! haha. (: because shang wei and terence were near us, benji asked them too! haha. (: then... somehow somehow, mrs yip started reading people's hand! haha! and somehow somehow(again), mrs yip read my hand and compliment my hand was clean, soft and tender!!! HAHA! she also said i dont have visible "enemy" lines. which is those small lines out of no where that kind. HAHA! then mrs yip keep holding my hand telling everybody that my hand was so tender and blah blah blahh.. shang wei was below me and terence in front of him. i compared hands with shang wei and we, me rather, had lots of laugh!!! haha. (: then mrs yip say i got 3 boyfriend lahh,.. blah blah blah,... i kinda forgot alr! haha. XD then because mrs yip say my hands were clean, soft and tender.. terence and shang wei started saying it was because i dont do housework!! HELLO!!!!! explain jolynn, then. she doenst even boils water on her own! but her hands are not as clean, soft and tender. HAHA! this is so LAME! anws... then i sat with them and we went all "HAHA" here and "HAHA" there! HAHA. (: when i was thinking of "should i go back to the "girls' side" and back to my usual cliche?". i realised that i had more fun with shang wei and terence than with them. FOR THAT TIME only, kinddof! HAA.. anws, then this sort of new teacher came in. i was still sitting with shang wei and terence alone lahh, though. we named her "mrs yip 2" haha. cos her hair was like super frizzy and curly and she's quite plump too. i didnt really like her until then. haah. (: cos we three, me, wee and rence were sitting RIGHT IN FRONT of the cher's table so we kinda talk to the teacher! haha. (: and we talk about hand reading too! hehe! AND!!!! teacher say those boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, money, blah blah blah lines are not really true. haha. but she knows that if a line goes through your fourth finger down to your palm, you're artistic. HAHA! me and rence dont have that line! BUTTTT!!!!! WEE HAS!!! haha. (: the cher say it could be any art, singing, dancing blah blah blah. then i was like "wooo.. i better get your signature so next time i dun needa queue up just to get his signature! HAHAHAHA! then he was like "you think very funny ahh!" HAHA! very cute hohh?!

anws,... then... the next day,.. i had no school so i offered to help befriend the thai people. :D i actually was reluctant but.. God lead me to befriend them. (: we went sentosa!!! DAMN, IT WAS SUPER FUN!!! haha. (: i tried to befriend some easy-to-approach ones. but hohh,... all of them doesnt really seem very approachable! haha. (: but with the courage God gave me, i managed to take the first step. hehe. (: we took public bus from NACLI to vivocity then we had a short shopping time. i'm like the tour guide of jiab's group. hehe. lucky i came vivo before or else i'll be so... XD before we ate our lunch, everybody took photos and stuffs. it was then i realise this super cute guy called JAMES!! haha. (: he really look like JEREMY, one of the sec 2 camp instructors. i got tonnes of photos of him though. anws,.. we ate our lunch at vivo then we took the train into sentosa. we still had to take a bus to our desinated place, DOLPHIN LAGOON!! MAN!! it was so damn nice,.. there was this part when two volunteers get to interact with the dolphins. it was so touching!!! watch the video and you'll understand! haha. (: the dolphins were super intelligent too! :)we went to UNDERWATER WORLD next! marine life is just so calming! haha. (: see the videos and you'll get it! hehe! :D anws,.. then i went round the underwater water tunnel! MAN... it was so so so nice, i went round 3 times, at least! haha. (: FINALLY we went to take the LUGE RIDE!! haha. (: i didnt know what was that, at first but... since its free (i'm sponsered), why not try it out!? haha. we took the skyride up! IT WAS SO HIGH UP!!! but anws, i sat with BOW, JAMES and one small cute guy! hehe. :D bow demanded that she wanted to sit with me! haha. but sadly, james and i are the two sides. hehe. then during the skyride, me and bow were screaming away! hehe. XD i was not really scared, just to spice up the atmosphere! XD THEN!! when we reached the top, we have to alight. we took our helmets and we went to queue up. i was with james, bow and that small cute guy too! hehe. (: because it was quite a long wait, we played a little! JAMES IS SO SO SO SO CUTE!!! haha. (: the thai girls started it first though. because james is in front so they pull down james helmet. haha. then he turmed, not knowing whose the one who pulled! he looked SO CUTE! haha. (: then i joined in the fun too! haha. (: and he NEVER suspect me! he suspect poaw instead! HE HE HE! :D then... it was so fun! it was finally our turn. then because my back was facing the "instructors", he called my name! haha. (: then i turned and looked at the guy instructor that called my name! haha. (: i was SO SHOCKED because i didnt know him AT ALL! you know what, i was wearing my CLASS JERSEY! hehe! it has my name on it! like DURR!!! haha. (: thats my name, alright! hehe. :D :D :D anws, then.. we had our dinner. it was quite nice lahh. i ate fried rice and a giant slurpee! hehe! :D ALL CAN BE CLAIMED lahh! haha. (: then.. when we finish, we went to sea! hehe! i realise that i'll get wet so... i change to my fbt! we played and played and little did i realised that i was sprayed with seawater by pleom!!! HAHA. :D we kinda played water fight lahh! :D anws, i was wet!! haha. (: but we had fun!! :D loads of fun!! :D the guys were stripped to their briefs, if you like to know! haha. :D then.. after that, i was so embarrasing! because i was wet and i didnt bring extra shirt only extra shorts. bi yu and hui hui scared that i might get a cold, so... they wanted me to change to bi yu's extra shirt. haha. (: BUT!! its razor back!! which is NO WAY!!! i DID NOT shave lahh!!!! what the heck!!! haha. (: so... it turned out that,.. bi yu wore her extra short and her present shirt will be worn on hui hui and hui hui's present shirt will be worn by me! MAN!!! this is so pai seh!! hehe. (: hui ming still 万事交待that i take care of the children not bi yu taking care of me! MAN!!! haah. (: sorry, hui ming. then... we went to watch Songs of the Sea!! OH MY GOSH!!! it was SO NICE!! hehe! :D you see the videos and you'll get it! haha. :D anws... i think i should end it here, not only because this post is super long. its also because its already 12.21AM!! haha. (:

TOMORROW, NO SCHOOL!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

27th October 2007 - 12.43am

43 minutes after the "heart-breaking leaving of class" day! :C its ben super long since i last wrote a proper post!! XDlike what,.. 9th OCTOBER!! haha. 27 - 9 = 18!! 18 DAYS!!! haha. (: in this 18 days,.. i experience A LOT!!! and i mean A LOT!! haha. (: there are just SO MUCH to write! 我不知如何开始啊!! haha!

anws, i got back my report book today!! MAN!! haha. i'm so proud of myself!! :D this are the results that are written in my report book!

Subject OVERALL

ENGLISH LANGUAGE 68 B3
CHINESE 74 A2
MATHEMATICS 78 A1
SCIENCE 72 A2
GEOGRAPHY(REVISED) 65 B3
HISTORY(REVISED) 55 C5
LITERATURE(E) 72 A2
DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY 64 B4
HOME ECONOMICS 83 A1
VISUAL ARTS 71 A2
CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION A
CO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES -
IPW B

TOTAL : 702/1000 CLASS POSITION :6/39
PERCENTAGE :70.2 LEVEL POSTION :16/199
RESULTS :PASSED PROMOTION STATUS :PROMOTED TO S3 EXPRESS
CONDUCT : VERY GOOD ATTENDANCE : 189/190
COMMENTS : She is outgoing, has initiative and is able to see a project through successfully. She is reliable and responsible too.

hehe. i didnt write the 2nd cont. assess't, 2nd sem assess't and 2nd comb. mark because i think you do not need to know so much. haha. (: the overall score is still the most important!! :) and guess what!! i got 6th in class! i actually was 7th but after i got my history marks, i dropped to 8th. i was like SO SAD!!! BUT... now, i got 6TH!! HE HE HE HE!! actually ye wei win me by some marks only and his ranking is higher. BUT.. somehow!!! we got the same total, which means we have the same class postion AND level position!! HAHA! :D i'm satisfied, though! :D HELLO... at least i get 300 bucks!! im the next top 10 after the first top 10! haha. (: in simpler saying, it means that im in the TOP 20!! HOHOHO!! :D

hmm.. i think i've better get sleeping!! its alr 1.19am! but before i do that..

"TO ALL 2B DARLINGS!!
i really appreciate your overwhelming response in wanting me to send you guys the movie.
its totally my pleasure! hehe. (: i really thought you guys'll get bored cos its a little too long,
BUT...
you only made me love you more!!

MUACKS!!!

I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO GONNA MISS YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU AND EVEYBADY!! haha. (:
[{ shang wei's everybAdy! :D }]"

this is quoted from the post i wrote in the class blog!!

www.unleashourscreams.blogspot.com

CHECK IT OUT, okay! :D

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

9th October 2007 - 8.17pm

oh man... i just now cried for at least 15 mins, just becasue i cant watch my 7o'clock show. my mum lock the tv cos i had my exams but she forgot to UNlock so i'm here with subsiding red and puffy eyes. its better now, though. just now was terrible, i gotta admit. i dunno why when i cry, all the sad thigns came to mind. the thought of that i'm going to be in the different class as him and him and all of them. i'm sad, very sad rather. i feel like crying now AGAIN. but no,.. i decide to be strong. hmm.. oh ya,.. i'm supposed to tell the luxuries i'm going to have on friday right. hope these luxuries would help to forget all those bad stuffs. err.. where was i? i'll indulge myself in shining jewellery and.. trendy, up to fashion clothes. (: im going to do a fashion show like that previous one in the march holidays, right? yeahhs, i think so. and i'll be reseaching stuffs, girl stuffs lahh, maybe for my future too. then... on mon, i'll do some work-out at the warren gym. i'll be swimming too. hmm.... im still happy that EOY has end,... but hohh... i not very with my i think so-so results. lucky i studied for my common test and scold rather well, or not.. i'll be dead meat this time round. dun say 3A, maybe not even 3B! sighs. anws,.. im tired after all those crying. i'll write my recent sms post.

30th September 2007 - 11.04pm
"Dont need to ask the matchmaker. close your eyes and there... your true love." something along the lines of this. no doubt that this is true. try it if you doubt it. yeahhs? haha. its surprisingly true, huhh. cos it happened to me. i was watchining 天涯侠医 and one 老pepe said that. i tried it out in curiousity and WOAH... and he DID came to mind. and nopes, he is NOT my true love and he NEVER will be, i hope. sometimes i just dun get it. he is NOT cute, shuai or anything nice! he IS very self-centered, bad-tempered at times, flirtateous, fickle-minded. VERY black, NOT cute!! BUT... why why WHY? i still 念念不忘. not mentioning it had been A YEAR! DAMN!!!!!

5th October 2007 - 3.45pm
man.. i cant believe this. I HATE TALKING TO HIM NOW! OMG! im saying this for the first time! good or bad? i dunno, i cant differentiate. X)

7th October 2007 - 12.42am

"its tooooo late to apologise...." a guy singer went. Man, my night emo diseases again. i just finish my 1HOUR, 38 MINUTES and 28 SECONDS LESSON with jolynn on the phone. haha. i'm practically explaining a little more in detail whatever that is written in the notes. (: i'm thirsty but i scared i drink too much then later halfway through the night, i feel like peeing. then cannot sleep.haha. but actually, i'm... i also forget what i wanna say le. anws, my eyes are feeling dry. goodnites. :D moochies! :x

last few days, i wrote this:
i'm looking at this super hot and cute guy. he's about 6,i guess. he has the same skin type as shang wei! i so wish i could take a photo of his super intelligent boy too! :d im gonna board the bus now. (: BYE!

PSST! i actually wrote 9th SEPTEMBER instead of 9th OCTOBER!!! IM SOOOO GOING TO MISS 2B!!!! *CRIES!!!!

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

9th October 2007 - 6.13pm

HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE BYE EXAMS! HELLO COM, TV, AND many other LUXURIES!!! HEHE! :D

the horrible exam stress have come to an end, at least for now. haha. (: im going to have a school holiday as long as 6 days, starting from tmr. YAY! i've already planned okay what to do alr. tmr, i'll stay at home and do my videos. then thurs, i'm going to the dentist at National Dental Clinic (NDC). my appointment is at 11.15am. then before that, my mum and i will go to OCBC to make my OWN bank account so next time it'll be more convenient for recieving prize money. HAHA. then after that, we'll go either far east or bugis and we go SHOPPING!!! ROAR!! the shopping tigress has escaped! HEHE! then on fri, i'll go my aunt's house and indulge myself in technology, which in internet AND not forgetting my tired body of mine (IT NEEDS SERIOUS PAMPERING!!). haha. i'll probably going to soak myself in rich, luxurious, sweet-smelling bathtub. OH MAN!!! haha. (: then.. i'll indulge myself in shining jewellery and.. you know what. i gotta go. bye!

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th September 2007 -11.35pm

hearing one of my favourite bitchy song, the potential break up song. but now,.. the radio had change it to this quite emo song and MAN!!! im getting emo. haha. hmm... i just finish watching 天涯侠医. its was so nice. but thats not the point. when i saw my mum lying on my dad's chest, so loving. the sight of it reminds me of.. hehe. yeahhs. him, that super black him. it had been about a year ever since he helped me get rid of an irritating admirer of mine. it had been about a year ever since we first smsed, first look at each other in the eye and feel the arkwardness yet a hint of sweetness. the big smiles while lying on my bed, the laughs we had sitting next to each other, the feeling of liking him everytime i look at him. now,... all this remains but.. with a little change. sighs.. after a year, im still feeling the way i had last year at this time, the same arkwardness, same heart-breaking, same viguorous heart beating. today,.. i "mass sms"ed many people asking what they choose for their post-exam activity. for your info, i chose ice-skating. hip hip dancing came to mind too, but i could learnt it myself and i really wanna know how to play a sport! haha. (: well, especially. hmm.. then he replied me saying that he chose hip-hop! as i was alone at home, i screamed in frustration! haha. we could have spend a duration of at least 5 EXTRA days together! MAN! im so going to miss him and my beloved class. *shake head. this is so sad-dening! back to topic. so i asked him why did he choose that and he said "The reason y i wan to choose hip-hop is the reason u choose ice-skating." i scanned through and was like " OMG! WHY? does he really hate me until this state?" i seriously thought that he chose hip-hop because i chose ice skating. so he'll be different from me. haha. i was so shocked that i read it out loud again. then, it seemed a little normal. he chose hip-hop cos he like it, the same reason i chose skating, i like it! but i wasnt sure. so i was "HUHHS? haha." he replied a "Nvm". but i REALLY DO NOT GET IT! so.. hehheh. JOLYNN CAME TO RESCUE! i asked jolynn, my darling, to decipher the SENTENCE (noted alr, jolynn. :D). she replied the so called normal meaning, which is quoted from just now "he chose hip-hop cos he like it, the same reason i chose skating, i like it!" PHEW! PHEW! PHEW! i still thought he hated me or something. then... jolynn replied the interpretation with an extra "why, qing yang ah?" like DAMN! is my mind that transparent!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HECK LAHH!!! haha. (: hit bull's eye sia!!! she should join shooting instead of band, im sure she'll make it international. :D *shiver! anws,.. then i was all praising her then she replied "ai yo.u still like him then say la huh." HAHA! i was... nahh.. not gonna tell you. haha. (: later he read my blog then something happened again. hehe.

sms post!

23rd September 2007 -11.21pm

im back! in sms. haha. i'm a little unstable, i should say.(: i'm a little desperate in getting a boyfriend but i know very clearly very clearly that i'll NOT accept whoever. haha. the irony of it. anws, i went out with my aunt today, i cut my hair, trim rather. my aunt need to meet her sort of client at Hyatt hotel and she wants to leave them alone. i waitied with her till guest came. we say hi and stuffs then i went to far east. haha. thats not the point. im trying to cut short in my sms. but i'll detail everything when i actually write it in the com. then when my aunt and her guest are done, i went to find them. as i most probably will go shang hai and i told my aunt that i need a "tour guide" while she's at work. so she kinda try to introduse her guest's children to me. a girl and a GUY! HAHA1 the thing that made my eyes became bigger, despire the fact that i was alr wearing eyeliner and mascara. WAS THAT HE'S SIXTEEN!!! like OMG OMG OMG OMG!! haha. and the girl is eleven. yeahhs, like i even care! HAHA! i even imagine if whoever the guy is, he and sister would go to the theme park with me. we play and stuffs. them i'm scared of heights so.. OOO...! haha. IM SERIOUSLY HOPELESS!!! but hopeless as it is, i needa sleep.. GOOD NIGHT!!! :D

24th September 2007

OH MY...i hope i'm not suffering from insomnia!! im not tired when i reach my bed but am tired when i see the words on my textbook! im on my bed now, smsing my two darlings. jolynn and ye wei. (: anws, like what ye wei said, 16 more days to END OF EXAMS! My... so fast...! anws, i wanna TRY sleeping so good night night NIGHT! relax ye wei, you're not alone that may be suffering from insomnia. i may suffer from some kinf of nigh depression too. HAHA! X)

thats all, folks! but before i end, i wanna share to all my avid readers this :

don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
this is like the best quote i had ever cross for quite some time. hmm.. this can apply to all situations. relationships, friendship, end of the school year when you have to leave your classmates (me), when you're moving up to secondary school (P6), coming back from one of your best overseas trip, everything. (:

don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

people people!
go to this url and watch this video! erm. its rated NC16 though! haha. (:
dun be offended by the video, i just find it very hilarious that there is such thing!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=K9zMizbLHYk

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

22nd September 2007 - 6.21pm
this are all my "sms" posts! (:
today - 5.46pmi just read my "sms" post. GOSH, was i EMO. haha. im pooing now. so im super bored. so here i am, writing in my phone that im EMO, BORED and im pooing. HAHA! i needa go wash my buttockalr. BYE BYE. haha. i 画蛇添足. (:
today - 2.29am
im listening to 林蒙草的味道 now. oh man.. im getting emo all over again. AHH! this song actually represents my FIRST relationship.im totally emphasizing FIRST cos its my FIRST! haha. (: but anws, im just wondering what if that break up didnt come. and we're still in love with each other.Oh my... my life would be totally different! i would not get to meet qing yang nor the other guys, which are his friends! MAN... there i go with qing yang qing yang QING YANG AGAIN! haha. (: i saw my tagboard last few days and i saw carmen's tag. she said that i mention someone a lot. haha. i was like WHO? so i scroll down my posts and realise there is a lot of "qing yang". HAHA! so i think she was talking about yang. so i tagged back. haha.(: i said, we are just good friends. haha. thinking of it now, i feel like adding " that are once in love but never had a proper beginning nor an end. it just came and gone again in a flash."haha. okays... thats totally like SO emo! haha. but thats how i feel now. haha. i can definately go on with my relationship with qing yang.but im alr writing the 13th going on 14th "page" of my page of my sms alr. so times 14 and 160. that'll be the no. of characters i wrote. okay lahhs. 写了那么多，我也应该搁笔了。我也必须就寝了。晚安咯！

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

7th September 2006 - 11.20pm
MAN!!! zoom zoom zoom,... one week of school holiday NO MORE! happy sad, whatever. mixture of them. okays... before i backtrack too much, i'll write what happened last sat. (:
LAST SAT!!! i had my "charity fiesta" volunteer-a-day thing. my group and some other groups went to EAST COAST!! trust me, i got super tanned!!! HAHAS(: kinda lahh. i've finally reunited with my long lost toy. HAHA! SAND and the BEACH. anws, WOAHH... it was a wonderful experience, i gotta say. through it, i made me realise that im super fortunate to be NORMAL!!! and i really need to be satisfied with whatever i have. like the poem in my previous previous post. :D they are just like the tramp and we're the writer. ): not a good thing because i said in my answer that "i was ashamed of the speaker" HAHA! im ashamed of myself. actually, YES I AM! XD im ashamed of looking down on them! okays, this was what happened when we reached there. we took a bus there and everything. we were late AS USUAL!!! then we went to meet up with our group leader and collect our t-shirts. we change to our shirts and put on make-up. HAHA! i put eyeliner only. i had already put on my mascara at home. but anws,.. when we were in the toilet, doing our stuffs. suddenly there was this a little "bongus" girl and another not so "bongus" one, accompanied with a normal girl came in. we were all astounded!!! we were all thinking if she would be the kind of people we'll be taking care of!!! ERR!! O M G O M G O M G O M G!!! HAHA! but it turned out that SHE IS IN OUR GROUP!!! OH MY! i was scared at first, REALLY!!! i was like OH MY GOSH!! but aftedr a while, i started to think. and i mean think DEEPLY!!! they are just normal people that are a little retarted, that's all. i started to accept the fact, and i gradually fit in with the situation. from the normal girl we met in the toilet, i was told the names of the two girls we met in the toilet. one is shu shyan and another is germaine. trust me, when we ask how old are they. germaine replied "14". i was like "COOL!! me too!" but the volunteer person told us that she was 17! HAHA! she is "ALWAYS" 14 to her. haha. okay.. then shu shyan, you'll be ASTONISHED because i was! she is 28!!! and she has a mentality of only bout 3 or less! they cant even speak properly! even my 2-year-old cousins speak more fluently then them!! that's how bad! everybody was shocked that SHE IS 28!!!! like O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G!!! HAHA! XD anws, then i see this guy, a DISABLED ONE, dun think otherwise! i saw him alone there, so i started to talk to him, asking his name and everything. (: he said his name because he seriously cant speak properly, so i thought his name was kenneth! BECAUSE I HEARD SO!!! HAHA(: but after this quite cute guy talked to him about his cap! HIS NAME IS ACTUALLY KENNY!!! like AHLAMAK!!! HAHA! (: so funny lahh. anws, we went to the big space and there was this opening ceremony. okays, like BORINGG!!! then FINALLY, we moved off to our fun paradise. EAST COAST!!! :D we played sand and everything, but before that, we had our lunch. it wasnt really apealing but it was not bad, really! (: i ate everything! haha. (: then we were all so sian. cos we were all tired. but my long lost friend has never fail to make me high again! everybody was all quite high!! see the videos, you should understand. (: anws, we had super much fun! we had a lot of fun in the bus on the way back! there was AIN, the MONSTER and ISABEL, the WIERDO!! :D then when we were on the way back home on bus 156, we sat on a MUSIC BUS!! OH GOSH! was it cool or what! see the video, you'll understand! anws, then.. we download songs too!! the bus allowed to download songs just by on-ing our bluetooth. the songs are not bad too! see the video! (: okays,.. enough bout that day. im quire sick of typing.
i'll just type whatever i wrote in my phone the last few days.
4th September 2007 - 11.46pmim using my phone to write. (: haha. thats not the point, this is THEN the point. i just watched a bit of a ochestra playing on arts central. THERE'S VIOLIN!!! then i and my mum started to talk bout it. she sat uncle benette play very nice. the first thought when i saw the volin , yupps. qing yang came to mind. X) i so wanna see him play on his violin. HAHA! i mean jasmine see before, so why can't i? "OOPS!!" HAHA. X) actually, to say the truth, i dun regret liking him. liking him had further my knowledge in many stuffs. (: especially in music genres. i dun really used to take note of jay chou's stuffs but after i know that he likes him, i started to take note of jay more and more. and now, im an addict of jay, kinda. And also! VIOLIN! i practically didnt care its existance. but now, knowing that qing yang plays it, i take note of the violin too! and im so letting my son learn play the violin LAHH! but before that, PIANO!!! hehe. and also liking himhas also made me closxer to the guys in my class. before i even like him, i barely even know he existed, kinda. ever since, i realised his existance and i gradually started liking him, i got to know his friends too! ye wei, douglas and blah blah. they are kinda my good friendsnow too! and jane! was because of yang too! HAHA!
i still have the chinese part 2. but AH LAHH.. i also dunno what came into me that time. keep on blabbing on yang. anws, im SUPER SICK of typing. so....im going to do the videos, okays! (: bye bye.
psst sok hui! sorry if i hurt you in one of my previous post. i really dun mean it. i guess, i was gues jealous that i cant dance and stuffs. sorry, yeahhs! dun angry, okay!

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

3rd September 2007 - 9.59pm
OH GOSH OH GOSH OHHH GOOSSHHH!!!! i have SO MUCH to say!!!! hahas. (: okays.... i'm going to cut short, oakys. last last sat, which is also 25th Aug! we went to NUS for the volunteering briefing. WE WERE SO SO SO SO LOST when we were at NUS! NUS is SO big! in the end, we were late for ONE HOUR! it starts at 10 but we only reached the "hall" at 11!!! HAHA! (: we were called the "lost sheep". then.. after it ended, we went out. we went to bugis street. jolynn went off with her 'rents to see their new house. so only left me, kai wen, ain, fira and sri. we shopped shopped shopped. then bout 3 plus, sri has to go so fira and ain went with her, leaving me and kai wen. so... since there isnt much time so,.. we aimed to buy a cardigen. i wanted a three-quarter one and kai wen wanted a waist level one. so ZOOM ZOOM ZOOMM... we went here and there. i had super little self-esteem then. cos i wore my class tee and a three-quarter jeans. and DAMN! im so ugly!! GRRS! and we also saw valerie, xiao qian, guo long, jia yi, ellen they all..... ): anws,... i still bought my cardi!!! it cost me 20 BUCKS!!! ahhs... kai wen's 18 bucks. cos mine longer mahhs. ah la mak! i bring 20 bucks and i spent 20 bucks. MANN.. anwws, i so envy kai wen, kinda. she and melvin was like SO sweet. lying on shoulders, brush cheeks and everything... AWW... unlike me, i lied on bryan's shoulder then he shrugged. ): but thats more than one year ago thing. but im still envy kai wen except for the part where melvin is SO petty!! GOSH! haha. (: anws,
okay, next. 26th Aug!there is an outing to macrichie reserviour. i didnt want to go cos prisy never go. so i wore my cardi and my pink razor back. but in turned out that prisy got go!!! GRRS. but i went anyway. OH OH OH!! i was in charge of celebrating prisy's birthday which is the next day. there is quite a big difference between the planned and the actual.
PLANNED!!isaac will prepare and take out the pudding then put it out on the tea preparation table. then hui ming'll say "EHH... got pudding!!!" then we'll all turn back THEN we'll sing her a birthday song.
ACTUAL!!the candle cannot stand on the pudding cos the pudding is too soft. then... when we want to take out and start the whole thing, prisy wants to change!!! OH NO!!!! then... when she change, my mummy cut the end of the styrofoam cup and place it on the pudding and placed in the candle. but prisy saw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but we still act finish lah!!!
HAHA! it was so funny, then we went to eat prata.
okay okay NEXT! last tues, which is also 28th Aug. i and cai yun went to watch 881 at causeway. we went after school. it was kinda touching, i cried about two times?! yeahhs, bout there or maybe even more than that. the second time i also dunno where lahh, but... i know i cried because i somehow thinked about calvin then yeahh lohh... "drip drip drip" haha. (: it was nice lahh!
okay okay okay... NEXT NEXT NEXT!! im super speeding lahh.29th Aug, i had my english oral. and i also got my maths results. i already said bout the oral in my previous post le, so...
20th August 2007 - Maths paper-23/40 {C5}--one more mark to B4! ): --
NEXT NEXT NEXT!!! 30th Aug!! (:i kinda like and hate today!!! okay... i'll say the sweet part first!! it was CD period. jolynn, ain and fira went for their dancing prac, wai ying went for the teachers' day prac. then cai yun never come. so i was so lonely!! but i still got jane lahh, who is beside me. anws, we did our maths. then jane wanted to tell me about qing yang, then she accidentally called me qing yang, and I REPLIED!! AHS! this is the SECOND time that somebody called me "qing yang"!!! im NOT that black OKAYS!!! fira also called me "qing yang" in art lesson today!! HAHAS!!! continueing,.. we were both laughing and laughing. then she also tried on qing yang! she said "ISABEL!!" bout two times, THEN HE TURNED BACK!!!! AHS!!! HAHA!!!! i totally blushed LAHHS! HAHA!!! after that, we were like "HAHSHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA" the whole entire time. then... terence and zhen yu were interrogating qing yang. he looked so poor thing. sexally, physically AND mentally abused by them!!! HAHS! cos they were talking quite loudly so i and jane kidna can hear. they were SO FUNNY!!!! so we laughed while we're doing our maths. :D i turned back a couple of times and i can see that he is looking at me too!!! *blushed anws, okays... this is the bad, sad part. because its thursday, so i need to eat before i go british council. but there isnt anybody to accompany me to eat. and i dont want to eat alone, so... i 打包 (which is packet in chinese) my lunch and wanted to eat at some HDB block staircase. SO SAD, right!! anws,... in the end, i ate my lunch with this ang moh girl from sec one. AI YA... anything lahh.
OKAYS.. next!!! last friday!!BE YOURSELF DAY!!!i wore my cardi and my pink razor back with jeans. i was with wai ying, cos everybody were all.. performing. to say the truth, i expected shang wei to wear until very shuai cos, that time when we did our CIP at cathay. but.. it turned out that shang wei wore quite casual. and qing yang wore a long sleeve strip shirt, i think. haha! it was quite nice lahhs! not exactly handsome neither is cute. he is in the middle. handsome with a hint of cutenesss? haha! then shang wei is 98% cute and 2% handsome!! HAHAS! anws, then... after jolynn they all performed, i went to find them at the dance studio. i screamed and screamed and screamed. then the guy that looked like wu zun de and is also sri's ex was sitting next to me. he was like closing his ears!! HAHS! everybody were looking at me when i screamed. i thought they cannot hear from the stage, you know. so i screamed extremely loud!!! HAHS! how i know, when i went to find them, they said they can hear my voice crystal clear from the stage! OOPS!!! haha. (:i also screamed when kai wen they all come up. i practically screamed for whoever i know that went up to stage. HAHA! (: oh, and there's this super horrid sec 4 band. they sang "face down". i was happy, you know.. but lehhs... they... err. you see the video then you'll know lahh. then when i go dance studio, soem sec ones are there. they left their hair colour spray on the table, and they wanted to go alr. so i asked them "you all dun want your spray ahh?" then they say no more already, but when i spray, go lehhs. so i sprayed my hair, fira said that it acts like a hair spray, and i need to style my hair so that my behind hair will not fall in front. so... i sprayed it on my hair as if its like a hair spray. at first there wasnt any colour so i anyhow spray, how i know i need to wait for it to dry! HAHS! and i put like damn lot lahh! anws,.. i was kinda crazy. see the video, then you'll know. anws, after school ended, i, kai wen, jolynn, joey, jolene and tan yan went out. we ate in KOPITIAM at BPP. then... we decided that we go jurong east to take neoprints. then.. at jurong, while taking neos, i saw germaine, qian hui and charmaine. we were like "AHHHH!!!!" haha. (: then we also took neos. not with germaine they all but.. with ourself. we were posing and everything. then when we were editing, the time limit was so short!!! 10o plus seconds only. but at 35 sec, the time stop! YAYS!!! haha! (: then we edit edit edit. HAHA! (: its all in the video, see yourself. haha. (: okay lahh... i need to do the video alr.
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!!!! haha. :D

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th August 2007 - 8.57pm

oh GOSH!!! i have so much to say!!!! HAHAS. (: today!!!! I HAD MY ENGLISH ORAL!!!! for once, i wasnt THAT THAT THAT scared. becasue of the teacher? maybe? haha!! the oral is around the topic of "MUSIC" YAY, i think. my picture discussion was the worst ever part. so... i was like super scared when i saw the picture. its a picture about a group of people helping to raise funds by playing on the guitar. HAHA! then the people who passes by did nothing. so i said that from this picture, i think that singaporeans need to have a heart of generoisty and blah blah blah. HAHA! then i blabbed away. the teacher was like "good", "Very good" HAHAS!!! i was like grinning. i was having quite some fun too! HAHAS!!! especially the conversation!!! we were like "HAHA!!" that kind of thing. it doesnt really sound like we are having an oral. anws, i really like so LOVE today, kinda! HAHAS. (:

okays... i've not been writing ever since last wed. okays... last thurs HOHHS!! guo jie was like "EWWW!!!!!!" okays, this was what happened. ER HM... hehe. (: it was an ordinary night after British Council. me and agnes was waiting for a bus. agnes could take any bus but i wanted her to 陪我.eventually... she sat next to me in the bus. you know the bus there is this chair that faces the back near the front. yeahhs. i was sitting at one corner and my friend was sitting next to me. guo jie was sitting at the other corner, also facing the back of the bus lahh. then after a few stops, my friend alight. i quickly put my bag beside me in case, guo jie wanted to sit with me. anyway,.. i was super sleepy so i rested my head on my hand on the bus corner. because i'm closing my eyes so i OBVIOUSLY would not know where are we. so i would peeped at my side to see guo jie if he had alighted. HAHAS! if he alighted, i would as free as a bird!! XD anws,.. when i saw that guo jie was gone, i opened my eyes. guess what?! he is just like in front beside me!!! looking at me like so ti ko!! if he is a guy that i crush on, i would so loved it BUT BUT BUT!!! HE IS SO SOSOSOSOSOSOOOSOSOSSSSOOOO GROSS!!! i would rather be desperate can!!! HAHAS! not that i am or anything. but.. its just ewww!!! haha. (: i showed jolynn, ain, fira, kai wen, cai yun mostly all my girlfriends how he looked at me and they were like "EWWW!!!" HAHAS! (: its a natural reaction lahhs! anws, then i always SO freaked out!! i tried to be calm and fidgeted with my MP4 and handphone. THEN i continued to be cool and continued sleeping. its better than looking at the small, short ti ko looking back at you, right. i may puke any second. when it was his stop to alight! i was SO HAPPY!! oops! HAHS. (: okays... heres my latest results. i will NOT announce my maths results BECAUSE it totally HORRID HORRID HHHOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRIIIDDD!!! haha, not funny. dun you dare gloat. hmm.. why i suddenly so bitchy? fine, whatever. anws, heres the results!

16th August 2007 - Literature paper
-20/30 {B3} highest = 22(ain)
+second in class+
++got a "good answer - very mature."++

HAHAs!

14th August 2007 - History paper
-29/40 {C5} highest = 35(farhan)
+only 23 pass, including me.+
++yang got 26!!! (improved A LOT!)++

okays.. i wanna write out one poem from my literature paper. i think its TOTALLY nice. its meaning and of course my scores in that section! :D

Tramp

A knock at the door
And he stands there,
A tramp with his can
Asking for Tea
Strong for a poor man
On his way - where?

He looks at his feet,
I look at the sky;
Over us the planes build
The shining rafters*
Of that new world
We have sworn by.

I sleep in my bed,
He sleeps in the old
Dead leaves of a ditch*,
My dreams are haunted;
Are his dreams rich?
If i wake early,
He wakes cold.

-by R.S Thomas

isnt it nice?! haha! okay ahhs,... the question that earned me miss chong's "good answer - very mature." was this question.

11. How does this poem make you feel? Refer closely to the text to explain your response.

and this is my answer:
I feel very touched. A tramp, living in harsh conditions is happier, compared to the speaker, who have a bright future. Even though, the tramp needs to beg for food, sleep in a dirty bed and is always cold in the morning, he leads a life of satisfaction, which is a huge acheivement. While for the speaker, i feel ashamed of him. He has a bright future, sleeps on a proper bed, yet he is still not satisfied. We should really learn from the tramp, to be satisfied with everything we have, at least we still have something important and that's our life. With love and care around us, we should be more than satisfied.

okays!!! HAHS. (: thats my "very mature" answer. im proud of my this answer though. HELLOoo!! what for published in my blog if it suck? common sense lah! HAHAS! ( anws, i think i really shouls get on reading my princess diaries 5 already. but i think before that,.. i really wanna let you all guys hear this SUPER NICE song that was sent to me by isaac. :D i so loved him for sending me this song!! HAHS (: its called "Running Away" by Midnight Hour. yeahhs. weird band name, but WHO CARES, when their songs rock! okay okays.. i said enough... happy listening to the song, i shall go read my previous post about calvin. it'll make me sound like a cute fool in love! HAHA! XD

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

22th August 2007 - 9.51pm

okays, i feel so much fresher. but im still quite sleepy. but because of this, i still open my eyes big and write. (: okays..
i'll write down the date and day alrights! if i skip the day, it obviously means that i have nothing to say bout that day, yeahhs. (: i'll elaborate if i have too. (: here it goes.....

29th July 2007
it was YOUTH SUNDAY!!! i acted as the nodding head disease girl. haha. (: it was seroiusly funny.i invited kai wen and jolynn but only jolynn can come. so.. yeahhs. (: my 'rents went to fetch jolynn and go go go!! we went to our church. im supposed to reach at bout 7.50 for practice. i wasnt late lahhs. we rehearsed a few times. i haven warm up yet so.. yeahh... i wasnt very "high". justin wanted me to be "audience interactive". haha .(: its kinda wierd with no one as your audience when you are supposed to be "audience interactive". anws, i was kinda excited and scared when the real thing came! haha. (: but i was quite high alr. so... i was rather "audience interactive". i told the congregation to clap when "linkin park" came out. it was actually isaac and justin LAHH. when they come out, i feel rather idoit if im the only one to scream and jump in front so,... i turned behind and told the congregation to "CLAP LAHH!!!" HAHA! (: then justin was "thats more like it!" "D i grinned from ear to ear. it was COOL!! HAHA! (: then after that, we had a little youth outing. we went to pizza hut to eat and then went to watch movie!!! :D WE WATCHED THE SIMPSONS!!! (:haha.:D it was so damn hilarious!!! GOSH!! you are a so goner if you LOVE LOVE comedies!! because this is such a the HAHAHAHA show!!! there was this rather fat guy two rows from behind laughing "HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!" HAHA. i know its funny but his laugh is SERIOUSLY LOUD!! haha. (: but there was times when i laughed something like him lahh! haha. (: like i said, we went to pizza hut to eat. we ate the CHEESE FONDUE!! and the THIN PIZZA! it was not bad, really. but the cheese fondue wasnt as "O M G ! ! !" as i thought it would be. its just a "wow, cheesie...!" HAHAS. (: i and jolynn was totally crazy then. we laughed and laughed but we still eat. there was some leftover so we "packet" it in to the cinema. :D halfway while watching "THE SIMPSONS", we were munching in our yummy warm pizza. (: i tried to pour cheese on it, but i had difficulty opening that i actually pulled open to hard that i "splashed" the cheese onto my jacket. i was like "SHIT!" haha. (: i sweep off the cheese away but in the cinema, ITS DARK, so i cant see. so i just sweep everywhere. HAHAS. (: after that, i and jolynn walked plaza sing for a while, but there wasnt much to shop! we went spotlight. we played with the things there. the pictures showed it all. we continued to walk. but there wasnt anything shop,... so in the end, we went home. (:

i think i shall end here, im seriously tired. and since im having british council tmr, i going to have a SUPER LONG DAY... and i need lots of rest to replenish all those energy i've lost when im dancing, stripped to my bra and undies!!! HAHAS. (: this have no details so... good nites. (: (: (:

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

22th August 2007 - 9.29pm

im back! today... is just a normal say lahh. not much exciting stuffs but not very nothing day. i got another result already!!

14th August 2007- Home Econs paper
-62.5/70 (83%) highest = 63.5/70

HAHAS! cai yun told me that practically all my results needs less than 10 marks to get full marks!! WOOTS. i just realised it too. that good LAHH! DURR! anws, since there isnt much to say about today so i'll write my chart summary for the last whole MONTH! haha.(:
but before that i'm going to wash my face and take in a bottle of cold water, back to my room. wait for a while, okays.

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

21th August 2007 - 8.53pm

hmm.. i guess im much much much happier today despite the "almost cried" in the morning. sighs. dad's have their "menopause", cant blame. put the crying past behind and let the happy times roll in!!! like what prisy and i said, "ROLL THE DRUMS..!!!" (: today,.. im was so much crazier than the last whole week. fira was like "isabel is crazy today." i was thinking that i should be happy because the OLD, CRAZY ISABEL is BACK!! :D WOOTS! i think in science period, i think is we getting paper then.. i said i wanna know who fail and stuffs. then everybody was like telling me that the failures wont be me. haha. (: i mean i know lahh, but... you know i wanna know who get mahhs. care for classmates cannot ahh. haha. XD then jolynn say "qing yang lahh." haha! my natural reaction is "WHAT?!" HAHA. then fira said that two of my important guys was QING YANG AND SHANG WEI! totally emphasising shang wei's name, making shang wei turn around and shouted "WHAT?" HAHA. (: we laughed. then when CD period, mrs yip did not come because she had to attend to the sec 4s oral exam. she have to travel somewhere somewhere lahh. then we were left alone. qing yang was playing with my bag, kinda. he put wen hao's bag under my bag. haha. (: then wen hao know then he scold "!$#%$^%^&$". its censored lahh, okays. then somehow somehow shang wei and terence sat with us. us is me and jane because we sitting next to each other. then wee wee sit in front of jane then terence sit in front of me. then we also somehow somehow talked about beef then japan then japan girls then PORN. haah. (: i told them about this video i saw. i was totally GROSS OUT lahh. haha. (: then halfway we were talking, then qing yang came and join in the conversation. HAHAS. he was kinda shocked that isabel liew actually watch this kind of thing. haha. (: 你也太看小我了吧，林磬杨先生. HAHAS. (: then suddenly wai ying came along spoilt the whole peaceful conversation. haha. (: we were happily talking until ms yee came and told us to go to the hall. sighs.. there goes my once in a blue moon conversations with my darling qing yang, shang wei and terence le. HAHA. (: OH YA OH YA! i'll give you a update about my common test 3 marks first, yeahhs!! :D

7th August 2007 - English paper
=okay lahh... still can manage. (:
-19/25 (76%) [A1] highest = 21/25
(why am i always short of two more marks to be the highest?!)
13th August 2007 - Chinese paper
=okay lahhs... harder than i expected it to be, maybe because i'm studying mostly history and not chinese.
- ): ): ): only 40/60 (66.7%)[B3] highest = 47/60
(even qing yang got one mark higher than me LAHH!! )
14th August 2007 - History and Home Economics paper
history
=i studied like the whole weekend lahh! i brought it everywhere i go sol i could read.
ques are quite easy but there ISNT ENOUGH TIME. but i still manage to finish lahh.
home econs
=okay okay lahh.
15th August 2007 - Geography paper
= okay okay lahh. i did study the night before like until midnight with qing yang, so DURR..
hope can maintain my usual A1/A2 standard. (:
16th August 2007 - Literature paper
=studied a little but the UNSEEN POEM is like SO DAMN HARD!!! OH NO!!!
(today, ms chong say a lot of people failed! D:)
17th August 2007 - Science paper
=quite easy. i mean i did sudy lahh, okay!
-41.5/50 (83%)[A1] highest = 47/50
20th August 2007 - Maths paper
=thanks to the cold weather, i didnt had much a headache. and it wasn't as hard as i thought. (:
i even listen to qing yang's advice he gave me last time. wake up earlier to do short practices. :D thankies yang!!

my eyelids are dropping alr. so i think i better get some rest! (: nite te nites!! (:

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

20th August 2007 - 9.45pm

its been like ONE month ever since i wrote my post. i dunno how to describe the whole week. happy, fun, shocked, scared, sian, super happy... after "super happy", everything seem to be falling apart. the whole of last week, i cried 4 out of the 5 weekdays. the whole week, i'm in the state of... like my last year's experience. when i broke up with bryan, that whole entire rough patch. i dun think i'll write everything now because i wanna watch my 保国卫军. today is last episode. i should be happy because today is the LASY DAY OF COMMON TEST 3. but today, IMMEDIATELY after school ended, i didnt even went toilet with jol, wai ying, fira and ain. they went to the 5th floor's. i said "bye bye" and they were like "bye bye" too. i thought they will asked my why i didnt want to stay with them but they didnt. i guess my presence would not make no difference, since they already had more fun without me around. i was all alone. peaceful? not exactly. after i left them, i realised i need the toilet. DAMN, so i went to the 3rd floor's, where i saw sok hui and shu hui. carmen was in the toilet. i went in the toilet and shu hui asked me where was jolynn they all. i was rather taken aback at that question. it shows that i've always been with jolynn, fira, ain... now, i'm all alone. standing on my own. learning to get out of a shadow? i hope. anws, i went home. i took the bus back. when i alighted from 171, i just could'nt stand it. i cried. sighs.. i didnt allow my tears to slide. and so, the tears blurred my image of everything. i went home. it was only 2. i ended school at 1.30. i had a habit to call my mum the moment i reached home. even my mum was shocked at the time i reached home. only half an hour! i cried a little then i went to bathe then watched tv then have my afternoon nap.

im gonna watch my show now. i'll give you a BIG CHART of what happened in the last one month. i'll hate myself for doing so because it really hurts to recall everything. but.. it's better to pour it out then bottled in. it may explode one not fine day. wait for tmr's post.

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

28th July 2007 - 9.22pm

GOSH!!! another half an hour and im outta here. haha. (: okays.. lets zaap zaap. (:

on friday, like i said, i cried in school AGAIN. anws,.. i shall continue where i was. when i drop my tears, fira, ain, jolynn and wai ying were around me. and they kept on calling me to stop crying. OH MAN!!! haha. (: then cos i face the other side, so the guys wont actually see me cry. i mean EWWW!!!! then jolynn shouted quite loudly that i cried. but luckily or somehow sadly, nobody heard except for the girls, that was super near to me. haha. (: anws,... i was so angry that i actually ran SIX ROUNDS!!! when im only supposed to actually run FIVE. im PROUD of myself for perservering for SIX rounds but sadly, i have to RUN AGAIN!!! sighs... but.. after a round of consolations, i was kinda back to normal. fira was kinda shocked that i actually CRIED!! haha. (: she said that this was the first time she saw me cry. and i was always the "laugh laugh laugh" girl, then i now cry! haha. (: OH OH OH!!! i and my jelly made a song.

(sing it with the recess bell tune)
I HATE P.E
DUN WANT P.E
P..E..
PEE PEE,
PANG SAI, ANATEH ANATEH... :D

haha. anws, then when we were going up for class, after recess. i and jolynn got engaged!!! its on the fourth floor and the date was 27th then. so we kinda made it on my "birthday" 27th April. (: HAHA!! so cute right? then we had a witness, which is fira and a co-witness, which is ain!! (: we even had splashed waters as our flower!! haha. (: funny hohhs?! then.. we made up a song for our marriage. (:

(sing it with the Barney's i love you, you love me tune!)
I LOVE JELLY!
YOU LOVE ICE-CREAM!
WE ARE THE "COLD SWEETIES"
WITH A BIG GREAT HUG AND A KISS FROM YOU TO ME! *muacks!
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!!

haha. (: we had so much fun. jolynn wanted to make a guy name but in the end, we still thought that... we'll call each other jelly and ice cream!!! arent we just that adorable?! HAHA!!!! hao lahh hao lahhs..!!! i think i'll take jolynn's post from here cos i so wanna watch my UGLY BETTY now!!! TATA!!! (:

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.

29th July 2007 - 5.42pm

PEOPLE PEOPLE!!! haha. (: hmm.. (: i finish doing my mask! now, my face is all HOT!!! anws,... thats not the point! im writing about about.. OH YA!! FRIDAY!!! haha. XD the second half of my two consecutive days of crying in school haha. (: i cried not because of detention or what. it was because... ): okays... this is how it goes...

it was P.E and we had to run our 2.4. SAD!!! i didnt feel like running at all because yesterday, i slept super late because the stupid history thing. but no matter what, we still had to run! i ran with jolynn. so our timing should be about the same. but... DAMN IT!!! i ran an extra round! which made me at position 47 and jolynn is only at 17!!!!! WHAT THE HECK HECK HECK!!!! sighs... then i was so sad that i actually cried. i didnt actually BOO HOO HOO loudly! i just drip drip drip! HAHA. i also dunno why...

oh shit, i gotta go eat my dinner alr! err... laters, people!! (:

Psalm 68:19
P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.